1. I dreamed of Chris Evans (Captain America, What's Your Number?, Fantastic 4). I can't remember the whole situation. The only one thing I could remember was... We were in love. He somehow broke my heart and then I ran away as he caught up with me and apologised. LOL!!! So dramatic~

2. Lee Donghae of Super Junior. LOL! He is my cousin's favourite. If she gets to know this, she'll be mad at me for fantasizing him instead of Sungmin. LOL! Anyhow... It was taken place in the swimming pool. There was some competition and nobody sits beside him. So i made a move. He tried talking in English which was darn cute!! He told me that I lied about the whereabouts of his members. (Since when I met him and tell him where are his members? *shrugs*) But hey, since it was a dream, I lied again that I made a mistake. LOL! Then, Lee Hongki of F.T. Island arrived. I was shocked to have Hongki in my dreams! Well, in my dreams, I disturbed him and accepted that Hongki is my friend! hahaha! Then both of us sang "Hello Hello". Cool huh?!!!

And so, I was awakened by my cat's meowing. She was in the kitchen and the door was closed (because to prevent the cold air from my air-con from getting into the kitchen). I opened the door for her and yeah she came into the living room.

I decided to blog this so that I could remember who have I been fantasizing about. LOL!!! Lame... I know... But hey... It's my life, my story, my dream. ^^ Thank you for reading~!

alright.... i've always wanted to see BIGBANG live. But at first, i was totally wanting to go for KPOP Wave 2011 but i didn't. Reason? I don't know... can't remember the exact reason. But anyway.... it just so happen that even though I damn eager to go but end up didn't. This happens to me the second time.

At first was SS3 (Super Show 3 - Super Junior concert to those who don't know). Cousin talked sense into me and I bought a ticket and won a pair but ended up trading to a good seat for my male cousin as he injured his knee 8 months ago.

So, as for today.... I got super excited when my cousin told me that the ticket for F1 Grand Prix for 1-day is SGD38. I smiled from ear to ear and i was keeping my cool as i was in public. Even tho Taeyang and Daesung won't be there (so sad...) but as long as TOP is there... Heeee~~ So, maybe... that day will be the most perfect birthday gift to myself. I mean my 21st birthday gift. ^^

2011 has been soooo good to me. I felt... happy. After 2011 will be gone, will 2012 be as good as 2011? Whatever it is, I love 2011. Seunghyun oppa~ here i come and see your performance~ together with Jiyong oppa and Seungri....? hahahhaa! Coz Seungri is like 3 mths younger than me so, i just call him Seungri then. LOL!

my heart's beating very fast.... gosh... i'm sooo darn happy.... it'll be much better if i get to go to backstage and have a personal photo taking with Seunghyun oppa. That'll be the most 21st birthday gift ever~!!! how i wish it may come true... ^^ I think i'll melt.... hahahahahahaha!!!

ok... enough ranting. I wanna go study now. Like REALLY studying. ^^ that shld gimme motivation~ hahahahahahaa!!! toodles~!!!

After rejection, i finally realised that Polytechnics isn't for me and as I read thru all those courses, I began to feel, not interested in those course. Especially engineering. I know that I won't study hard for that course and it is also a waste of my time and a waste of my parents' money!

Thanks to my mother who talked me into joining Shatec. I wonder where she got that info from but... Look where am I standing. A pathway that will lead me through success and my goals. (Though I don't know what will be my future goals and what will I succeed.)

The fees were very expensive. Should I say two times the amount of polytechnic? Maybe almost 2x? Had been a wee of a shock that my parents have to pay 4k for ONE term. Total of 8k for TWO terms. Not to forget the hidden costs for all those uniforms, books, knife sets and medical check-ups.

I talked with my mother that I will pay half of that hidden costs as I felt bad for making my parents pay all those!!! I won't let them pay 100% of it... I need to contribute some of it!! 8k + hidden costs is really heartbreaking and all! With that 8k, i would've been in Korea & Japan!!! Enjoying myself there with Big Bang, especially Choi Seunghyun! (Ok~ I shall dream more about it ok? Pfft Jealous assholes... LOL!!! Kidding~)

I have to stop working at Uniqlo for further education. I didn't know if i should continue after studying 18 months in shatec.

All the best for me. (:

FIQAH FIGHTING~!!! ^^o

1. I dreamed of Chris Evans (Captain America, What's Your Number?, Fantastic 4). I can't remember the whole situation. The only one thing I could remember was... We were in love. He somehow broke my heart and then I ran away as he caught up with me and apologised. LOL!!! So dramatic~

2. Lee Donghae of Super Junior. LOL! He is my cousin's favourite. If she gets to know this, she'll be mad at me for fantasizing him instead of Sungmin. LOL! Anyhow... It was taken place in the swimming pool. There was some competition and nobody sits beside him. So i made a move. He tried talking in English which was darn cute!! He told me that I lied about the whereabouts of his members. (Since when I met him and tell him where are his members? *shrugs*) But hey, since it was a dream, I lied again that I made a mistake. LOL! Then, Lee Hongki of F.T. Island arrived. I was shocked to have Hongki in my dreams! Well, in my dreams, I disturbed him and accepted that Hongki is my friend! hahaha! Then both of us sang "Hello Hello". Cool huh?!!!

And so, I was awakened by my cat's meowing. She was in the kitchen and the door was closed (because to prevent the cold air from my air-con from getting into the kitchen). I opened the door for her and yeah she came into the living room.

I decided to blog this so that I could remember who have I been fantasizing about. LOL!!! Lame... I know... But hey... It's my life, my story, my dream. ^^ Thank you for reading~!

alright.... i've always wanted to see BIGBANG live. But at first, i was totally wanting to go for KPOP Wave 2011 but i didn't. Reason? I don't know... can't remember the exact reason. But anyway.... it just so happen that even though I damn eager to go but end up didn't. This happens to me the second time.

At first was SS3 (Super Show 3 - Super Junior concert to those who don't know). Cousin talked sense into me and I bought a ticket and won a pair but ended up trading to a good seat for my male cousin as he injured his knee 8 months ago.

So, as for today.... I got super excited when my cousin told me that the ticket for F1 Grand Prix for 1-day is SGD38. I smiled from ear to ear and i was keeping my cool as i was in public. Even tho Taeyang and Daesung won't be there (so sad...) but as long as TOP is there... Heeee~~ So, maybe... that day will be the most perfect birthday gift to myself. I mean my 21st birthday gift. ^^

2011 has been soooo good to me. I felt... happy. After 2011 will be gone, will 2012 be as good as 2011? Whatever it is, I love 2011. Seunghyun oppa~ here i come and see your performance~ together with Jiyong oppa and Seungri....? hahahhaa! Coz Seungri is like 3 mths younger than me so, i just call him Seungri then. LOL!

my heart's beating very fast.... gosh... i'm sooo darn happy.... it'll be much better if i get to go to backstage and have a personal photo taking with Seunghyun oppa. That'll be the most 21st birthday gift ever~!!! how i wish it may come true... ^^ I think i'll melt.... hahahahahahaha!!!

ok... enough ranting. I wanna go study now. Like REALLY studying. ^^ that shld gimme motivation~ hahahahahahaa!!! toodles~!!!

After rejection, i finally realised that Polytechnics isn't for me and as I read thru all those courses, I began to feel, not interested in those course. Especially engineering. I know that I won't study hard for that course and it is also a waste of my time and a waste of my parents' money!

Thanks to my mother who talked me into joining Shatec. I wonder where she got that info from but... Look where am I standing. A pathway that will lead me through success and my goals. (Though I don't know what will be my future goals and what will I succeed.)

The fees were very expensive. Should I say two times the amount of polytechnic? Maybe almost 2x? Had been a wee of a shock that my parents have to pay 4k for ONE term. Total of 8k for TWO terms. Not to forget the hidden costs for all those uniforms, books, knife sets and medical check-ups.

I talked with my mother that I will pay half of that hidden costs as I felt bad for making my parents pay all those!!! I won't let them pay 100% of it... I need to contribute some of it!! 8k + hidden costs is really heartbreaking and all! With that 8k, i would've been in Korea & Japan!!! Enjoying myself there with Big Bang, especially Choi Seunghyun! (Ok~ I shall dream more about it ok? Pfft Jealous assholes... LOL!!! Kidding~)

I have to stop working at Uniqlo for further education. I didn't know if i should continue after studying 18 months in shatec.

All the best for me. (:

FIQAH FIGHTING~!!! ^^o