Monday, May 25, 2009

Words for my beloved grandmother... @ 10:13 PM

Bismillahir-rahmanir-rahim.

To my beloved grandmother who raised me up when i was just a toddler...

For these past years, you have raised me up and taught me a lot. Without you, i wld be another person or a bad person. You've fed me with all your love and your tender care. Not only me but for the rest of us. You are my role model.

Whatever you have taught me, i'll pass it down to my future children and hope that it continues till the end of the world. I have accepted that you will be leaving us forever but... your love will still remain in our hearts.

You were a very caring and loving person. I still remember the day i've done a bad thing and got caught, you were disappointed. It was hurting me and still haunting me. I promised that i wont do it again. That memory will haunt me and refrain from doing it again.

My only tribute i can give you is the only one thing you wanted me to do the most... Praying. Insya'allah i will do it. That would make you feel calm and easy up there. I will make you the proudest person in this world and the other world you're in now. Praying is the biggest priority for you and excel in my studies.

Everytime i leave the house she wld always tell me to be cautious. "Do not talk to strangers". "never receive anything from strangers", "Do not follow the strangers (eg. hotel, somewhr quieter), "Be careful when crossing the road", etc.

Those i wont forget. I will always be careful, take care of myself as im now going to turn 19 in few more months, gladly that i have learnt how to cook taught by you and i shall not forget you.

My mom was like my late grandmother wanted to tell me something but i think she refrain and decided to say that when i go to school, take $10 from her purse.

That was her last words to me.

When i was a tod, she showered me. This time... its my turn to shower her with my love towards her. I promised that i will be a good girl and make you proud.

Amin.

HELENA by MCR

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

This song was actually written by Gerard Way and a song tribute to Gerard's n Mikey's late grandmother.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Words for my beloved grandmother... @ 10:13 PM

Bismillahir-rahmanir-rahim.

To my beloved grandmother who raised me up when i was just a toddler...

For these past years, you have raised me up and taught me a lot. Without you, i wld be another person or a bad person. You've fed me with all your love and your tender care. Not only me but for the rest of us. You are my role model.

Whatever you have taught me, i'll pass it down to my future children and hope that it continues till the end of the world. I have accepted that you will be leaving us forever but... your love will still remain in our hearts.

You were a very caring and loving person. I still remember the day i've done a bad thing and got caught, you were disappointed. It was hurting me and still haunting me. I promised that i wont do it again. That memory will haunt me and refrain from doing it again.

My only tribute i can give you is the only one thing you wanted me to do the most... Praying. Insya'allah i will do it. That would make you feel calm and easy up there. I will make you the proudest person in this world and the other world you're in now. Praying is the biggest priority for you and excel in my studies.

Everytime i leave the house she wld always tell me to be cautious. "Do not talk to strangers". "never receive anything from strangers", "Do not follow the strangers (eg. hotel, somewhr quieter), "Be careful when crossing the road", etc.

Those i wont forget. I will always be careful, take care of myself as im now going to turn 19 in few more months, gladly that i have learnt how to cook taught by you and i shall not forget you.

My mom was like my late grandmother wanted to tell me something but i think she refrain and decided to say that when i go to school, take $10 from her purse.

That was her last words to me.

When i was a tod, she showered me. This time... its my turn to shower her with my love towards her. I promised that i will be a good girl and make you proud.

Amin.

HELENA by MCR

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

This song was actually written by Gerard Way and a song tribute to Gerard's n Mikey's late grandmother.